Rant (You can ignore this though)

As you can tell from the title, yes this is a little rant post, but like I said, it can be ignored if you don’t want to read it. I just felt the need to let it out without having to break something (I swear, I wanted to throw my beloved PSP across the room…). Anyways, it’s just a little family problem. My mum thinks we aren’t working hard enough on our school studies and calls myself and my brothers and sister stupid. Ok, if there’s one thing I learned about myself lately, it’s that I am smart, I just barely put in the effort, because I barely ever get motivated. And my marks are acceptable, they aren’t horrible per se. I think she just doesn’t understand the pressure she put us under, I mean, not all of us can achieve A+++++.

To me, stupid is an insult, because I know I’m far from being stupid. Sure I have stupid moments, but being called stupid is going too far. You know what, I don’t care what she tells me anymore and I’m in a very bad mood at the moment. Again, sorry for this, but I had to let it out. It’s not just me though, I know there are a lot more teens out there like myself who have this problem. So for those who do have this problem, just know that I have it too and it’s better to talk to someone about it rather than keep it in. Heck, even talk to your parents on the matter, unless they’re stubborn like mine who doesn’t understand my feelings. I talk to my close friends about it and it really helps. Anyways, again, sorry, but I feel slightly better now…I take my rants a little more calmly than other people but if this was voiced, then  I would be going on and on. But I won’t go there.

Anyways…poll still on, please vote. There’s a tie between my default image and FFType-0 so I want that fixed as a soon as possible. Thank you.

1st Day Back At School? You Really Want To Know?

I don’t really have much to say about my first day, other than it was slow and boring. A good thing though, we did practically no work, had very little homework and it was a pretty much bludge day. Tomorrow I doubt is the case. I’m planning to get my homework done so I can play Hiiro no Kakera. I doubt I’ll get it finished quickly though. Stupid PSP runs out battery too quick or am I just really slow?? Anyways, I have nothing other to say than that. I’m pretty sure my Moujuutsukai to Oujisama game was suppose to came in yesterday, but as long as I still have Hiiro no Kakera, I’m in no rush.

My Novels

Yes I am working on my novels. What I like to do is plan all the novels I’ve set on working on, so I can start on them as quickly as I finished the previous novel. My novels are based on fantasy, modern fantasy, mild romance, humor, horror etc. I write a variety of range and they’re normally aimed at teens and early adults. But if you like any of the following genres, then I’d appreciate it if you try my books. They’re not going to be released soon, but once they are and I feel it’s good enough, I’ll tell you about it here. I’m not going to hire an illustrator for the front cover, I’m going to design the cover myself. That is, once I get better with my drawings.

Otome Games Musketeer and Hiiro no Kakera Fandisk

I’ve set my eyes on two new games; Musketeer and the Hiiro no Kakera Fandisk. I’ve chosen to buy Musketeer because the artwork is just beautiful and soft as well. The heroine shocked me, because she has a similar hairstyle as one of my characters I drew back in April. My character’s hair might be slightly shorter, but I’ll post up a picture in the end to show you. It’s absolutely shocking. But I might like this heroine, because in one of the demo playthrough, they show a scene where one of the guys (haven’t got to his name yet…stupid French names) tried to scare her with a pumpkin head. Her silence implied to me she was having a ‘wth’ moment…a heroine that doesn’t not get scared easily! Hell yeah! And another scene where she went into another guy’s room (again with the stupid French names…), he called her into the bathroom, where he was taking a bath. She slapped him and ran off. Finally, someone who doesn’t scream when they see this kind of thing. I think the heroine’s pretty though. Really pretty. So yeah, I’ll talk more about this another time.

Next is the Hiiro no Kakera Fandisk. I think the full name is Hiiro no Kakera Shin Tamayurihime Bimedencho Piece of Future. Damn long name. Let’s just call it Hiiro no Kakera Fandisk now shall we? I know it’s the Fandisk, but I am planning to play its original first, before it. In fact, I’m buying it right now. I making sure it arrives before the Fandisk, so it should come within a week or two, when the Fandisk isn’t released yet. This is the one where you have Fujimori Saya as the heroine. She’s pretty, but she looks pretty frail to me. Hopefully she doesn’t turn out to be useless…Some of you probably already know about Hiiro no Kakera, so I won’t share anything about it. Plus, I only got this version since it seems more modern than the other Hiiro no Kakera, where it seems more traditional. I won’t be buying anymore games right now, cause I think I spent enough for now. I’ll sell whatever games I don’t find entertaining, so if you want a certain game, I might be able to sell it, but it has to depend on if I like it or not.

So here is the heroine of Musketeer and my drawing. Compare. It looks similar right?


I Gots Lost @.@

I’m playing FFIV and I’m on the moon. Stupid thing is that because the ship can only land on those cliffs, I have to go down the stairs and find the place where I’m supposed to go. I’m trying not too put too much spoilers in here, if you couldn’t tell. Yeah and whilst I was searching for it, I was being an idiot and got lost. Smart huh? So luckily, I didn’t save on the map and reset the game. Alright, a tip, while your on the moon, DO NOT SAVE, unless you’re really confident you won’t get lost. I really hate the moon…The FFIX character review should be on late tonight. I just need to do Eiko’s, Freya’s, Quina’s and Amarant’s one. So yeah, wait for it.

New Blog

Haa, once again, I got a new blog! This time, this blog will be slightly different from my other blog. I sometimes will be sharing things happening in my life, reviewing or sharing games I’ve played or sometimes tell you about my upcoming stories and novels, which are definitely going to be published once I finish them.

This is only the first post so don’t expect anything major. It’s just an introductory to the real things I’ll be posting about. Expect updates!